He looked relived; he knew he wasn’t in trouble and that he wasn’t going to be in trouble. I felt sick to my stomach with fear, I still had no idea what was happening or what he was doing. He pressed my head against the brick wall behind me and started punching me; not very hard – certainly not as hard as he could, but hard enough to hurt. It hurt my head, and he gagged me when he pushed all the way in. He said I had two options. I would never tell anyone, I promised him, I just wanted him to leave me alone. I didn’t know what the feelings meant at the time, but I fell in love with Shawn a little that day. “I know you didn’t. Understanding it or not, I liked it. He told me to suck on him really softly, and not to bite at all.
Actors:
Casilyn Heart
