She knew what was in her mouth; she could taste how different this was from his finger, but thinking about it; it wasn’t so bad as all that. It’s not like you’re ready again or anything… You’re a natural, because, somewhere deep down, you really DO want this. We can have a lot of fun together.”
“I’m not a slut, Billy!” she protested. He put the tie back in place around her eyes. She stood and let him take her panties down to her knees, and sat on the bed when he made her move backward, but she had a glassy look in her eyes, as if she wasn’t all the way there. She was more afraid right now than she had ever been before, in her whole life. She felt a line in her mind form; a thick red one, with all sorts of blackness beyond it. “Billy, please don’t make me do it!” she begged. Admit it; that’s why you didn’t freak out when I told you what I wanted for my half of the bet.
