It seems somewhere along the way I must have started crying, though I had no memory of that. I’d already done myself before the plug had ever gone in in the first place, but I figured you could never have too much lube, especially for my first time! It felt incredible, honestly, taking that huge, hard cock, pleasuring him the same as all the girls and sissies on the video were doing. You are so fucking hot… He’d told me, during one of our many chats, how much he loved the look of a girl or sissy with her panties stretched between her thighs, and I wanted to look my best for him. I took him cautiously into my hands, my very first time ever touching another man’s dick. My makeup was a mess! I whimpered pitifully, biting the back of my chair, hating that I was being such a coward but unable to stop myself, willing myself to relax. He’d told me, during one of our many chats, how much he loved the look of a
