Stepping out of my car I was so scared to the extent where I felt at any moment I was going to faint. I went to go visit my brother in prison, When I got out of bed and got myself ready for the day I also got Edvard ready. Me and Harvey haven’t had a argument in a few weeks we have feel out sure and had words sure but our sex life is back to when it was when we first meet, Edvard is going up so fast and is now walking, Harvey has a job and I am working on expressing my feeling without having to drink a bottle of jack Daniel’s to do that and working on my English written. will you come with me next time please baby?” “of course I will baby” out of nowhere I started crying and Harvey hugged me and said “babe what’s up?” with my head on Harvey chest I said “I’m feeling very vulnerable right now baby” “it’s okay baby remember what doctor rateem said” at
