What was sad is when Sam’s mom showed up and we both got dressed then we all went to the park and he yelled at me for not telling him I was a virgin. Anyways, Perry and I sat on a wooden bench and were making out and smoking a cigarette, then he handed me the bottle of Vodka and we all downed the whole fucking thing by the end of the night. Sunday February 4, 2001 should have been the most memorable day of my life and it should’ve been special, but I lost a lot that day…Many hands of poker, my virginity, but most of all my morals and values, after that night I didn’t have sex for a year, and after that I haven’t went over a month with out it! I still remember how bad it hurt when he put it in. Then he gave me a kiss and left. I thought that was cool because I had fooled around with females before too. It was Friday February 2, 2001.
