First-person Perspective: I Want To Pleasure You Orally

I was going to marry him. I felt as if a different woman was staring back at me. “You were thinking about Kevin again weren’t you.”
“Yes but it was a good memory. As I approached the office door I realized one thing; that extremely loud voice in my mind needed to shut up! I put the bathrobe back on and with my hands trembling I slowly turned the knob and opened the bathroom door. It was so sensual I do believe that was the first time I had felt so beautiful and loved in my life. Kevin let me calm down; he crawled back on top of me. Did he just propose to get me into bed? Did he just propose to get me into bed? I knew what this invitation was. I will admit it hurt at first.