Than cold awareness of just how wrong it all was set in and the guilt returned. She developed early and at 14 she was already filling a bra for someone four years older. Chino thought it was hilarious and in between Spanish shit talking and laughing like a clown he swiped at my neck. I guess it was lack of social contact with girls my own age that first turned me on to my sister, not in a sleazy perverted way, and god the feelings of shame after my quick fantasies almost took the joy out of things. I guess my real trouble didn’t start until I was fourteen or so, when my whore mother remarried to a local pimp named Chino. My father used to say his father had taught him two things, hard work and family first. She stood up and sat next to my large pillow propping it up for me. “Omg, Jason are you ok did i hurt you? She was wearing those little tight jean shorts, that barely covered her ass, those
