I got told that we were expecting different things from this relationship, and that I had somehow mentioned marriage which freaked her out. Apparently that was only something you do when in a relationship. The second night, I was in the bathroom giving her head and she was really loving it. Well, being little kids in Nevada we played out in the desert. All by age 14, I said that I wasn’t really into getting merit badges and going up ranks, but I was sure pushed along quickly by my parents. The people there were odd. Well, also remember me saying that I had lost a lot of my innocence there? Some of these were girls. And then, it is hard to explain of convince myself that I am actually depressed. I still like her, and I feel like I want to try and get back what I lost, but I have learned and listened to enough people to know that is exactly the wrong thing to do.
