God, Tom…oh my god. Ok, Mom, I think I can manage that, I think I can arrange it,” and had to work very hard not to laugh out loud at the future hours and hours of sexual pleasure and incestuous lovemaking that lay ahead for my sister and me. It was very late by then when I asked “can I sleep here, Luce? Sure, they know about Craig, but those guys were definitely attracted to you. I felt like that would never change. It was as if the last hurdle to her sadness had been removed. I’ll suggest it to her and see what happens. No, I’m not being fair to Lucy; she looked beautiful. “Not yet, Tom, please not yet; I’m almost there. I could see a lonely future for her. And I have to confess that feeling her arms around me only increased that tide of affection. “I guess Lucy’s sleeping in too?” I asked innocently. And apparently neither can you,” she said as she reached down and – another first – lightly grasped my
