“I’m a big girl. Maybe the reason she had anxiety in the past was just me. Could I have already been growing? I slept in the same bed as Chris a few nights in a row to see if what you were saying was true…”
“You didn’t believe me.” I interrupted, stating it plainly as if observing a fact. “So I took it a step farther. Was it the best course of action? I guess I did it. It scared me too much. Still feeling very little, I pulled it out to see a giant wall of text. She looked so happy and carefree. Even feeling how I did, I couldn’t help smiling to myself as I realized I was going to be making a little detour. But it was enough to make me see one thing: as long as I stuck around, even if I thought I was getting the upper hand, Holly was winning.
